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Part 1

Friday, January 29, 2010

Recently.. Many problems came out..to me..
In this 2-3week... i have been suffering.. all alone wif full of pain..
But she told me tat she will b back for me on 29th...
The feeling to me was like.. so great.. tat my tears can drip out from my eyes..n i couldnt sleep.. tat night.*2-3hours*. becos i was happy to see her tomolo.. this was the wish.. i was waiting for..for this whole holiday..
she told me not to be worried... becos she will b coming back no matter wad..~
i was so really happy...
my heart is like ... U r the only 1 ...

The next day i woke up... i was thinking.. is she stil asleep?? cos is ardy 10am..
n den i jus don mind.. i went upstair n have CLEANed up myself.. becos im going to see her later..
U noe how i feel mar?? do u noe..

But all d sudden...she said no transport..n den i jus like so calm..becos transport wasnt a problem.. could take taxi..
but as we chat..the problem is getting worst.. n she said..father is having a xray now at clinic..

She told me. .. no transport.. n den.. she will b waiting for her sis to come back..becos sis would fetch her out to bus station.. but is at 2pm..~~

But all d sudden she say she cant make it..

U noe tat feeling.. ..after she said.. SHE WONT B BACK FOR THIS HOLIDAY..
my mind goes blank n den started..askin myself.. why is this happening to me all the time..
Why must it happen.. why GOD have to seperate us..why have to..
i have been hoping this wish may come true..
becos 30th is our monthy anniversary..

I never ask for more... i jus asked for 3-4days.. wif her.. I dint ask for more.. i jus hoping to see her..
But why.. unlucky star .. drop on me..
Hurting me day by day..
until tat i couldnt take it anymore..

I wonder if i should jus say goodbye..n start living by my own..
i wonder if this will b better.. if i made this decision..

i jus don know how..

i feel like letting go everything...



I hope this LAST post will have an ending..soon..
To b Continue......

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